Archive for February, 2004

Did I want to remember or did I need to remember?

Tuesday, February 24th, 2004

I finally remembered what I had thought of to blog about last night. Through a conversation with a friend last night I think I have solved the problem with relationships in today’s world. I know that sounds crazy, but I really think I did.

It all goes back to the stone age. The balance in nature provided male and female with the environment that they not just wanted to be together but that the needed each other. The man was the provider and the woman was the nurturer. In today’s society women are raised to not “need” a man, so often a relationship will go on with one side or the other not satisfying their natural instincts to provide and nurture. It all comes down the a person’s deep set desire to feel needed.

I think that may be the problem in some of my past relationships. Either I didn’t feel needed or the man didn’t feel that I needed them. I have been raised by parent’s who’s mottos are “A woman without a man is like a fish without a bicycle” and “All men are a$$holes and I am the perfect example.” So I often feel that I give off the vibes that I need nothing or no one in my life. At the end of the day I am only human. There are times when I just need someone to hold me and tell me that everything is going to be ok just like everyone else on the planet.

…or these are just the ramblings of a mad woman and you can just ignore me. :crazy:

Lost My Mind

Tuesday, February 24th, 2004

So I was laying in bed last night when an awesome blog I idea came to my head. I thought, “there is no way I need to write this idea down because I couldn’t possibly forget it!” So naturally I didn’t write it down, and just as naturally I have forgotten the idea. Grrrr!

Selling Some Stuff

Sunday, February 22nd, 2004

I just put up some auctions to finally sell off the Series 4 of the Living Dead Dolls I was sent incorrectly around Christmas and some extra Koozebane Kermits I picked up at Target today. If you have any interest in either please take a look. My only goal is to get back the money that I spent on these items.

DAMMIT! I’M NOT A MILLIONAIRE!

Saturday, February 21st, 2004

So I didn’t win the Mega Millions last night. I went in on a pool of tickets with my group at work. We had it all planned out. On Monday we were going to wait till a little later in the day. No need to get up early if we don’t want to. Then we were going to rent a limo to come pick us all up and drive us to work. We were going ot walk in the door, walk up to our boss, say “We quit!” and hand over out badges. It was going to be a beautiful day. Sigh. :angry: Looks like I have to remember to set up alarm for 5:20 AM on Monday. DAMMIT!

In other news….lots of homework to do this weekend, but what’s new?

P.S. The archives are working again at the entry level. The monthly and weekly archives are still shot, so I just took them off all together. I also added my photo-a-day entries from SDO to my visual section. I need to edit some sizes so that the table doesn’t continue to resize itself, but I wanted to get them up there while I had the time.

Yeah me…

Thursday, February 19th, 2004

Last night I went to bed with a smile on my face. :satisfied: Yesterday turned out to be a really great self-esteem day. I think I needed one of those days more than I would like to admit. It wasn’t just one thing, but a couple of things that happened throughout the day that reminded me, not to sound conceited or anything, but I am a pretty great person when you think about it!

I did restart my Tae Bo last night. I got the Tae Bo 2004 tapes because they started to include resistance training with the regular Tae Bo workout, and I am all about the resistance training since I have been doing the Firm. I hurt today. A good kind of hurt. Hopefully it will subside and I won’t be hindered from doing my workout again tomorrow night.

I ordered tickets for the Dream Theater show at the 9:30 Club today. Should be an interesting evening simply because it is just me and Apok trying to get to the 9:30 Club by ourselves. :confused: I told Apok to forewarn WinteRaven that she may be getting an early morning phone call if we get lost.